8:00am - pill taken

11:10am - effects kicking in. is Armodafinil the best time to form new habits ? I feel calm and conscious. I felt the pain-body of my hate and anger today when I spoke to Charif and I was finally able to have a normal conversation. A real one where I felt unbiased by other emotions. I’m coming out from the Armodafinil now (it’s 1pm). Eating doesn’t help the effect to stay at all. I haven’t slept properly since I got from Budapest. I slept the entire time in the plane. I also slept on the way to the airport. A sleeping head all the way. Accept. Don’t act. Watch. Don’t judge. Words. The truth can be wielded without words. No judgement.